{"id":130,"date":"2012-02-16T15:10:15","date_gmt":"2012-02-16T15:10:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/arts-health.com\/themirrorproject\/?page_id=130"},"modified":"2013-09-01T19:14:30","modified_gmt":"2013-09-01T19:14:30","slug":"who-am-i-reflections-in-a-broken-mirror-2012","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/themirrorproject.com\/?page_id=130","title":{"rendered":"Who Am I? Reflections in a Broken Mirror (2012)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Arts-based research exploring the deconstruction (removing the broken shards) and reconstruction (rebuilding the mirror) as a tangible expression of an existential crises.<\/p>\n<p><strong><\/strong>[AFG_gallery id=&#8217;4&#8242;]<\/p>\n<p>The blow unseen shatters the figment of illusion,<br \/>\nRevealing the shards of a life,<br \/>\nOnce happy, sometimes sad, but no longer,<br \/>\nIt is now lost between the cracks of emptiness.<br \/>\nThe world revolves<br \/>\nBut time stands still in silence.<br \/>\nWaiting,<br \/>\nWatching,<br \/>\nAlone,<br \/>\nTrapped in the blackness of despair,<br \/>\nAnd smothered in endless nothingness.<br \/>\nWords can not describe the desperate terror<br \/>\nAnd the pain of a soul ripped,<br \/>\nTorn beyond recognition.<br \/>\nInnocence lost forever<br \/>\nIn an alien landscape<br \/>\nThat was once a home.<br \/>\nThe deafening echo of silence,<br \/>\nPierces the heart with a cry that has no voice,<br \/>\nWho would have thought that the soundless agony,<br \/>\nWould be so revealing?<br \/>\nPiece by piece the shards reveal,<br \/>\nEmptiness, loss, shattered hopes,<br \/>\nUntil nothingness appears,<br \/>\nWho am I now?<br \/>\nSlowly life returns in heighten fear,<br \/>\nCowering from the lightest touch,<br \/>\nReminded sharply of the fragmented pain<br \/>\nThat was life.<br \/>\nWhat did I do to deserve this?<br \/>\nWhy? Why me?<br \/>\nThe words cascade in a fountain<br \/>\nOf tears pleading for an answer.<br \/>\nPiece by piece the fragments rejoin,<br \/>\nWashed by the breath of time,<br \/>\nPiecing together a semblance,<br \/>\nOf what had been.<br \/>\nHope for life renewed, but never the same,<br \/>\nAs the scars heal between the cracks,<br \/>\nBringing strength,<br \/>\nAnd the tension of frailty.<br \/>\nThere is a world between the cracks,<br \/>\nOf shattered dreams and lives,<br \/>\nSharp, biting edges that stab,<br \/>\nAn open wound long forgotten.<br \/>\nPaper veneers crackling under pressure,<br \/>\nOf the unresolved,<br \/>\nHidden strengths revealed,<br \/>\nBehind a torment of held emotions imprisoned.<br \/>\nLetting go, understanding,<br \/>\nForgive, Forgive, Forgive!<br \/>\nIs the mantra that fights with<br \/>\nHate, Hate, Hate!<br \/>\nThe wound is covered with a badge of honor<br \/>\nBestowed on those who have fallen<br \/>\nAnd have risen from the ashes<br \/>\nProclaiming to the world<br \/>\nI survived!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Arts-based research exploring the deconstruction (removing the broken shards) and reconstruction (rebuilding the mirror) as a tangible expression of an existential crises. [AFG_gallery id=&#8217;4&#8242;] The blow unseen shatters the figment of illusion, Revealing the shards of a life, Once happy, sometimes sad, but no longer, It is now lost between the cracks of emptiness. The [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":21,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"page-full-width.php","meta":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/themirrorproject.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/130"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/themirrorproject.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/themirrorproject.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/themirrorproject.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/themirrorproject.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=130"}],"version-history":[{"count":9,"href":"https:\/\/themirrorproject.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/130\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":435,"href":"https:\/\/themirrorproject.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/130\/revisions\/435"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/themirrorproject.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/21"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/themirrorproject.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=130"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}